There are a lot of things that happen that cant be explained, the 2 biggest are coincidences and miracles. Sometimes the 2 go hand in hand. I know that everyone says that everything happens for a reason and i finally believe that. I like to think that if I had never sent a friend request, if you had never met me at the mall, if I had never went up to visit my friend at his frat and if someone had never built that shed, If we never had our heart broken by people who never technically called us their significant other but considered us a time filler around the same time. If I had never put the bottle down and picked myself up where would we be? would your life be better or worse, would I still be here? All these questions may have intertwined us, but one thing is for sure, here we are. sometimes I feel that a coincidence can simply blossom into a miracle. and thats just what you are, to a million people you may be a coincidence, but you will always be my miracle, my one.
I guess I should start by saying that lies are something that can change a day in a heartbeat. A mistake that I made 2 years ago was kept a secret because I was honestly ashamed. I know that I cant blame things on my drinking, I know that my actions were my actions. But everyday that i look at my girlfriend I think back to the time where i made a mistake. Just like any lie the truth surfaces. It shows how much of a coward that i am because it has been 2 years and I couldn’t bring myself to tell the truth because I was afraid of how she would respond. Well not that the cats out of the bag and the truth had surfaced i am hoping that she would be able to see that I am not the boy that i was when we started dating, and the boy that made that mistake has grown up into a developing the man that i’m trying to be, I am not stupid i know she is hurting, but i hope she can see that I will still treat her like i have all year. I just hope that this will not kill this relationship.
— anonymous (via letgoandlaugh)