What happens when you want something and you feel everything is trying to prevent you from it. Sometimes people are in the way of happiness. I’ll admit a lot of it was my fault but not all of it. I know you’re scared about the future and getting hurt, so am I but I don’t show it because one of us has to be calm all the time simply because I hate fighting with my best friend. I can’t say we will be together for 50 years because I don’t know what’s going to happen tomorrow. I just want her to know that no matter what happens, no matter how much we fight I go to sleep saying “I love you” even if you can’t hear me, if I ever fail to wake up those will be my last words.